WAS HOSPITILIED FOR A MENTAL BREAKDOWN

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    msbettyboopinva
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    I AM IN SUCH NEED OF PRAYERS AND HELP FOR ME AND MY CHILDREN I AM SCARED HAVE NOWHERE TO TURN AND HAVE NEVER BEEN SO DEPRESSED IN MY LIFE AND FEEL AS A FAILURE TO MY CHILDREN. I AM FALLING TO PIECES SO BAD IN FACT THAT I HAD A COMPLETE BREAKDOWN LAST WEEK AND WAS HOSPITILIZED FOR IT,
    THINGS HERE ARE SO BAD. WE HAVE LOST OUR HOME WE WERE RENTING AND NOW ARE IN A ONE ROOM MOTEL AND WE HAVE BEEN HAVING TO RENT IT DAY BY DAY BECAUSE I CANNOT FIND ANY HELP FOR ME AND THE KIDS. PLEASE WE NEED EMERGENCY HELP I AM BEGGING ANYONE PLEASE HELP. WE ARE IN NEED OF HELP KEEPING A ROOF OVER OUR HEADS FOOD THAT CAN BE MICROWAVED BUT NOT REFRIGERATED…EXAMPLE MICROVE HAMBURGER HELPER AND CANS OF CHEF BOY R DEE DRINKS ECT/ WE ARE IN GREAT NEED OF CLOTHING FOR ALL OF US AS WELL AND JUST DAILY LIVING ITEMS LIKE SOAP SHAMPOO TOOTHPASTE SCHOOL SUPPLIES AND CHANGE TO WASH CLOTHES. I AM USING THE HOTELS COMPUTER AND IT HAS INTERNET . I HAVE TO GO INTO THE LOBBY TO USE IT BUT AT LEAST I NOW HAVE A WAY TO POST AND TRY
    TO FIND HELP. IF U CAN OR KNOW ANYONE WHO CAN HELP US PLEASE PLEASE HAVE THEM CONTACT ME. GOD BLESS ALL OF THOSE WHO ARE KEEPING US IN YOUR PRAYERS.

    I understand most people in their right minds will never ever believe what me and my kids are going through. I dont
    have anywhere to go or anyone to turn to anymore and honestly I have lost the one
    thing i had left which is my hope. I left an abusive mentally and physicaly husband a few years ago and from that
    nightmare I entered a new one. I met someone who I thought finally cared for me for me. Well i was so wrong and now
    I am worse off than I was. I have lost everything my home my car ….my life. right now since July I have had to
    move my children from motel to motel because i tried to do the right thing my two girls 10 and 12 i entrusted an 18
    yr old girl who i to take to a movie at the theater where she worked. My daughters came to me a few weeks later and
    told me they saw her in the bathroom sniffing something off the back of the toilet.obviously drugs. I called Vice
    and reported her along with her high school and asked to remainannonmous. Well guess she figured it out and since
    july her boyfriend and his friends have harrassed me to no end. To make it worse the guy i thought was the one who
    would be there for me well turns out his sister is involved with these people and lives cross the st from where i
    lived. His sister is a felon and a proffessional hooker ect. It got so bad they would call my house and if the kids
    answered the phone they would say while youre sleeping we are gonna burn your house down while you sleep..they
    would drive by take pics of my kids. text whaqt they would sexually do to me and my kids tell me what they were
    wearing and doing and how they would rape kill us ect. it's so bad that they have followed me wherever we go. I
    have called everyone from the police to fbi and noone will help us. I have now lost my apartment i was renting
    because i am 3 mths behind. I dont understand why the police will not give me a protection order or put me and the
    kids somewhere safe. Now the person i finally got a warrant on his mom called found out where i was and said you
    are proscuting my son so I want to know where your kids sleep at night. so they are trying to get an intimindation
    of a witness or something like that against his mother. But I put another warrant on him and i called today and
    they still have not put a charge on his mother. I am afraid to put another warrant out on the other
    guy threatning me because i know he deals heroin and i know his ex roomate is in jail now for murder. so where do i
    turn. I have called everyone there is noone that will help me and my kids. his sister stole my pain medication and
    purse so not only do I now have no id but she called my dr told him my pills were short and i was a druggie so he
    said until i get a conviction i have been taken off all my medicine where i cant function without due too being
    beat in my head for ten years being in two car wrecks and being run over by a car. i put out a warrant on her and
    they would not let me call a witness just found her not guilty. her boyfriend a 6 ft 4 itallion beat the crap out
    of my 15 yr old i went to get a warrant becuase they didnt arrest him. well while downtown i got arressted she told
    them i had been sending her texes calling her and threatening to kill her and her kids i was not allowed to call a
    single witness judge put me under advisement.This girl burned a girls car down in downtown had her on wire and guy
    she did it with testified against her she forged a narcotic prescription and got a dui while on probation ect and
    has not served one day in jail. went to court for her bf kicking my sons butt while she kicked him in face and they
    got not guilty now trying to say my son hit him with a hammer . it is crazy. this girl has no morals at all.for
    example on way to her dads funeral she was calling CPS on some girl that she didnt like. shes lost one kid already
    and me and her brother and mother have raised her three others. she let a girl live with her a mth later kicked her
    out sold and gave away all of those girls things and then same thing called the girls doctor after stealing her
    meds and did same thing. she does this to everyone and noone will stop her. now as of last night i have no car
    because I was threatened by her and her friend she escorts with and get this its the same girl that she burned her
    car down. Makes no sense to me. but i was using her brothers car and well last night my car had been gone through
    and unlocked which i religiously lock the car due to everything. put gas in it got on the highways 15 min later it
    blew up. i know they did something to the car but he came and took it and would not let me have police look at it.
    its his car and his sister so what can i do…nothing. In court for the assault he got them off saying they were
    fighting over a sled and fell on top of each other. on top of that his sister and her bf now are saying my son broke
    into his truck stole money and his valiums which the week before she had telling them jon thought he lostthem. nOW
    she has called my kids dad and told him a bunch of lies and mr daddy who has not seen or called his daughters in
    over two years now is threatening me. i dont have anywhere to go because I have noone to help All the friends i
    once had are gone. When i got hurt and sick became disabled and couldnt work anymore and everything else going on i
    found out the friends i thought were friends werent they have all dissapeared. I am really really depressed scared
    and totally totally lost right now. i tried to get a warrent on his sister and I ve been threatened by people i
    trusted and I am so stressed and sick and totally falling apart so badly that i feel like i am losing my mind. i
    honestly dont know where to turn where to go. i know most people would never believe what is happening to meand I
    will not be mad if you dont because if it wasnt happening to me i WOULD NEVER BELIEVE IT MYSELF. I just am in a
    very bad place andhave no idea where to go where to get help. I have called every where and there is no help. You
    would think by dointhe right thing the police would help you but everything i once believed and thought is all fiction.
    THINGS HERE ARE SO BAD. WE HAVE LOST OUR HOME WE WERE RENTING AND NOW ARE IN A ONE ROOM MOTEL AND WE HAVE BEEN HAVING TO RENT IT DAY BY DAY BECAUSE I CANNOT FIND ANY HELP FOR ME AND THE KIDS. PLEASE WE NEED EMERGENCY HELP I AM
    BEGGING ANYONE PLEASE HELP. WE ARE IN NEED OF HELP KEEPING A ROOF OVER OUR HEADS FOOD THAT CAN BE MICROWAVED BUTNOT REFRIGERATED…EXAMPLE MICROVE HAMBURGER HELPER AND CANS OF CHEF BOY R DEE DRINKS ECT/ WE ARE IN GREAQT NEED OF CLOTHING FOR ALL OF US AS WELL AND JUST DAILY LIVING ITEMS LIKE SOAP SHAMPOO TOOTHPASTE SCHOOL SUPPLIES AND CHANGE TO WASH CLOTHES. I AM USING THE HOTELS COMPUTER
    AND IT HAS INTERNET . I HAVE TO GO INTO THE LOBBY TO USE IT BUT AT LEAST I NOW HAVE A WAY TO POST AND TRY TO FIND HELP. IF U CAN OR KNOW ANYONE WHO CAN HELP US PLEASE PLEASE HAVE THEM CONTACT ME. GOD BLESS ALL OF THOSE WHO ARE KEEPING US IN YOUR PRAYERS.WE ARE IN ALOT OF TROUBLE MY BABY BOOKS AND PICTURES AND THINGS I CANNOT REPLACE OF MY CHILDRENS ARE IN A STORAGE UNIT I HAVE NOWAY TO GET IT OUT BECAUSE THEY ADDED ANOTHER MONTH ON. NEXT WEEK I AM GOING TO LOSE THINGS THAT ARE TOO IMPORTANT AND I CANNOT REPLACE. ALL THE THINGS IN MY HOME I HAVE LEF TAS WELL DUE TO THE ELECTRIC BEING CUT OFF AND I ONLY HAVE A WEEK TO GET ME AND MY KIDS THINGS OUT OF THE HOUSE BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN EVICTED. I HAVE NOWHERE TO PUT MY FURNTURE OR ALL MY THINGS AND I AM SCARED AND DESPERATE AND FEEL LIKE A COMPLETE FAILURE AS A MOTHER RIGHT NOW.I CANNOT EVEN GET HELP WITH THINGS AND EVEN CHRISTAMS FOR MY KIDS HELP BECAUSE my purse was stolen and i was born in another state and have noone yet able to help me get it. since SEPT 11 U NOW HAVE TO NOT ONLY PAY FOR IT AND IT TAKES UP TO 12 WEEKS BUT U HAVE TO SHOW ID EVEN TO SIGN THE NOTORY TO ORDER IT AND I LIVE IN VA BUT WAS BORN IN CALIFORNIA SO I AM REALLY SCREWED RIGHT NOW.

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    #69946
    msbettyboopinva
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    I AM TRULY DISGUSTED WITH THOSE WHO JUDGE ME. I DIDNT BUY ANY AVATAR MY DAUGHTER PICKED IT OUT IT WAS FREE ON THIS SITE. DONT YOU THINK I HAVE CALLED SALVATION ARMY RED CROSS CHURCHES AND THE POLICE. OF COURSE I HAVE FOR MONTHS I HAVE BEEN TRYING WHICH IS WHY NOW I AM HERE IN THIS PLACE AND STATE OF MIND. I CANT FIND ANY HELP OR ANY FAITH BECAUSE THOSE WANT TO JUDGE ME INSTEAD OF EVEN LISTENING. i DID NOT PUT MYSELF HERE BECAUSE OF DRUGS OR PROSTITTUTION AS YOU IMPLIED AND THAT ANGERS AND UPSETS ME. I TRIED TO DO THE RIGHT THING I TURNED SOMEONE IN FOR DOING DRUGS AROUND MY CHILDREN TO NARCOTICS THIS HAS BEEN PAYBACK FOR THAT AND FOR MY PURSE THAT WAS STOLEN FROM MY CAR. MAYBE U DIDNT READ IT ALL OR MAYBE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE YOU ARE TOO JUDGEMENTAL TO THINK DANG THIS GIRL HAS BEEN PUT THROUGH THE RINGER AND NEEDS PRAYERS AND HELP. I HAD A COMPLETE BREAKDOWN THE OTHER DAY AND WAS HOSPITILIZED FOR IT SO U HAVE NO IDEA WHAT ME AND MY KIDS ARE GOING THROUGH AND IT IS HELL. i WAS HOPING TO FIND SOMEONE THAT GAVE A HOOT, THOUGHTMAYBE HERE I WOULD.THE POLICE HERE ARE DOING NOTHING AND I HAVE LOST EVERYTHING BECAUSE OF THESE SICK PEOPLE. DONT WORRY I KNOW NOW IT WAS A MISTAKE TO HOPE SOME FELLOW CHRISTIANS WOULD UNDERSTAND. LOOK IN THE MIRROR THAN CAST YOUR STONES.:

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