SCARED DEPRESSED DO NOT KNOW WHERE TO TURN

[msbettyboopinva]

I understand most people in their right minds will never ever believe what me and my kids are going through. I

dont have anywhere to go or anyone to turn to anymore and honestly I have lost the one
thing i had left which is my hope. I left an abusive mentally and physicaly husband a few years ago and from that

nightmare I entered a new one. I met someone who I thought finally cared for me for me. Well i was so wrong and now

I am worse off than I was. I have lost everything my home my car ….my life. right now since July I have had to

move my children from motel to motel because i tried to do the right thing my two girls 10 and 12 i entrusted an 18

yr old girl who i to take to a movie at the theater where she worked. My daughters came to me a few weeks later and

told me they saw her in the bathroom sniffing something off the back of the toilet.obviously drugs. I called Vice

and reported her along with her high school and asked to remainannonmous. Well guess she figured it out and since

july her boyfriend and his friends have harrassed me to no end. To make it worse the guy i thought was the one who

would be there for me well turns out his sister is involved with these people and lives cross the st from where i

lived. His sister is a felon and a proffessional hooker ect. It got so bad they would call my house and if the kids

answered the phone they would say while youre sleeping we are gonna burn your house down while you sleep..they

would drive by take pics of my kids. text whaqt they would sexually do to me and my kids tell me what they were

wearing and doing and how they would rape kill us ect. it's so bad that they have followed me wherever we go. I

have called everyone from the police to fbi and noone will help us. I have now lost my apartment i was renting

because i am 3 mths behind. I dont understand why the police will not give me a protection order or put me and the

kids somewhere safe. Now the person i finally got a warrant on his mom called found out where i was and said you

are proscuting my son so I want to know where your kids sleep at night. so they are trying to get an intimindation

of a witness or something like that against his mother. But I put another warrant on him and i called today and

they still after 2 weeks have not put a charge on his mother. I am afraid to put another warrant out on the other

guy threatning me because i know he deals heroin and i know his ex roomate is in jail now for murder. so where do i

turn. I have called everyone there is noone that will help me and my kids. his sister stole my pain medication and

purse so not only do I now have no id but she called my dr told him my pills were short and i was a druggie so he

said until i get a conviction i have been taken off all my medicine where i cant function without due too being

beat in my head for ten years being in two car wrecks and being run over by a car. i put out a warrant on her and

they would not let me call a witness just found her not guilty. her boyfriend a 6 ft 4 itallion beat the crap out

of my 15 yr old i went to get a warrant becuase they didnt arrest him. well while downtown i got arressted she told

them i had been sending her texes calling her and threatening to kill her and her kids i was not allowed to call a

single witness judge put me under advisement.This girl burned a girls car down in downtown had her on wire and guy

she did it with testified against her she forged a narcotic prescription and got a dui while on probation ect and

has not served one day in jail. went to court for her bf kicking my sons butt while she kicked him in face and they

got not guilty now trying to say my son hit him with a hammer . it is crazy. this girl has no morals at all.for

example on way to her dads funeral she was calling CPS on some girl that she didnt like. shes lost one kid already

and me and her brother and mother have raised her three others. she let a girl live with her a mth later kicked her

out sold and gave away all of those girls things and then same thing called the girls doctor after stealing her

meds and did same thing. she does this to everyone and noone will stop her. now as of last night i have no car

because I was threatened by her and her friend she escorts with and get this its the same girl that she burned her

car down. Makes no sense to me. but i was using her brothers car and well last night my car had been gone through

and unlocked which i religiously lock the car due to everything. put gas in it got on the highways 15 min later it

blew up. i know they did something to the car but he came and took it and would not let me have police look at it.

its his car and his sister so what can i do…nothing. In court for the assault he got them off saying they were

fighting over a sled and fell on top of each other. on top ofthat his sister and her bf now are saying my son broke

into his truck stole money and his valiums which the week before she had telling them jon thought he lostthem. nOW

she has called my kids dad and told him a bunch of lies and mr daddy who has not seen or called his daughters in

over two years now is threatening me. i dont have anywhere to go because I have noone to help All the friends i

once had are gone. When i got hurt and sick became disabled and couldnt work anymore and everything else going on i

found out the friends i thought were friends werent they have all dissapeared. I am really really depressed scared

and totally totally lost right now. i tried to get a warrent on his sister and I ve been threatened by people i

trusted and I am so stressed and sick and totally falling apart so badly that i feel like i am losing my mind. i

honestly dont know where to turn where to go. i know most people would never believe what is happening to meand I

will not be mad if you dont because if it wasnt happening to me i WOULD NEVER BELIEVE IT MYSELF. I just am in a

very bad place andhave no idea where to go where to get help. I have called every where and there is no help. You

would think by dointhe right thing the police would help you but everything i once
believed and thought is all fiction.

THINGS HERE ARE SO BAD. WE HAVE LOST OUR HOME WE WERE RENTING AND NOW ARE IN A ONE ROOM MOTEL AND WE HAVE BEEN

HAVING TO RENT IT DAY BY DAY BECAUSE I CANNOT FIND ANY HELP FOR ME AND THE KIDS. PLEASE WE NEED EMERGENCY HELP I AM

BEGGING ANYONE PLEASE HELP. WE ARE IN NEED OF HELP KEEPING A ROOF OVER OUR HEADS FOOD THAT CAN BE MICROWAVED BUT

NOT REFRIGERATED…EXAMPLE MICROVE HAMBURGER HELPER AND CANS OF CHEF BOY R DEE DRINKS ECT/ WE ARE NEED OF CLOTHING

FOR ALL OF US AS WELL AND JUST DAILY LIVING ITEMS LIKE SOAP SHAMPOO TOOTHPASTE SCHOOL SUPPLIES AND CHANGE TO WASH

CLOTHES. I AM USING THE HOTELS COMPUTER AND IT HAS INTERNET . I HAVE TO GO INTO THE LOBBY TO USE IT BUT AT LEAST I

NOW HAVE A WAY TO POST AND TRY TO FIND HELP. IF U CAN OR KNOW ANYONE WHO CAN HELP US PLEASE PLEASE HAVE THEM

CONTACT ME. GOD BLESS ALL OF THOSE WHO ARE KEEPING US IN YOUR PRAYERS.
WE ARE IN ALOT OF TROUBLE MY BABY BOOKS AND PICTURES AND THINGS I CANNOT REPLACE OF MY CHILDRENS ARE IN A STORAGE

UNIT I HAVE NOWAY TO GET IT OUT BECAUSE THEY ADDED ANOTHER MONTH ON. NEXT WEEK I AM GOING TO LOSE THINGS THAT ARE

TOO IMPORTANT AND I CANNOT REPLACE. ALL THE THINGS IN MY HOME I HAVE LEF TAS WELL DUE TO THE ELECTRIC BEING CUT OFF

AND I ONLY HAVE A WEEK TO GET ME AND MY KIDS THINGS OUT OF THE HOUSE BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN EVICTED. I HAVE NOWHERE TO

PUT MY FURNTURE OR ALL MY THINGS AND I AM SCARED AND DESPERATE AND FEEL LIKE A COMPLETE FAILURE AS A MOTHER RIGHT

NOW.
I CANNOT EVEN GET HEL
P WITH THINGS AND EVEN CHRISTAMS FOR MY KIDS HELP BECAUSE my purse was stolen and i was born

in another state and have noone yet able to help me get it. since SEPT 11 U NOW HAVE TO NOT ONLY PAY FOR IT AND IT

TAKES UP TO 12 WEEKS BUT U HAVE TO SHOW ID EVEN TO SIGN THE NOTORY TO ORDER IT AND I LIVE IN VA BUT WAS BORN IN

CALIFORNIA SO I AM REALLY SCREWED RIGHT NOW.

I have called churches ect with no help. I even called the FBI victim assistance number but they too will not help

us.The police took a report today and they are going to try and get sandy for indentity theft if they can. Hoping

they can pull up on the security camera where she pretended to be me at hospital. My dr because of her has taken me

off all my meds until I can prove she took my medicine. I am so sick been without my meds now since september.I am

falling apart. Because i Have no id where my purse was stolen
Please keep us in your prayers. I really need all the prayers i can get. The poor kids have no clothes that fit.

shoes also too tight.all my things in storage are going to be lost because I owe almost 300.00. and I still have to

get the rest of my things out of the house by next week. I am drowning and do not know what to do. I cant trust

anyone. How could anyone do this to my kids they are innocent and do not deserve this at . I am so depressed and

scared.
i Have no id where my purse was stolen as well. \

thank you anything would help. since I am staying at motels and never know when I may have to take kids somewhere

else please send to the PO Box for safety.The address is Julie Guthrie PO BOX 28 Vinton Virginia 24179. I wear size

14-16 in womans size 91/2 in shoes, the kids wear shoes sizes womans 9 and womans 8 the girls wear juniors size 2

-3 and childrens size 12-14 for my other daughter . they need socks and underwear as well. my son he wears shoe

size 11 1/2 and mens pants size 36 and likes extra large shirts in mens sizes. Hes only 15 and already taller than

me and I am 5 ft 9. The kids need any school supplies you may have ect and if you know anyone that could help us

and perhaps stick my kids in a secret santa thing for christmas I would be so thankful.early. I am thankful to any

help you can give. Please keep us in your prayers. I really need all the prayers i can

get. The poor kids have no clothes that fit. shoes also too tight.all my things in storage are going to be lost

because I owe almost 300.00. and I still have to get the rest of my things out of the house by next week. I am

drowning and do not know what to do. I cant trust anyone. How could anyone do this to my kids they are innocent and

do not deserve this at all. I am for now at a hotel I will be here hopefefully at least a week if i can come up

with the money each day. Barrys helping as much as he

can but he has sold anything he had that he could part with to help me so he too is worried about what I am going

to do.The owner of the motel knows my situation so as long as I pay daily he is letting me pay a discount of 45

dollars a night compared to the regular rate of 69 dollars a night. so each day I worry that I wont be able to find

a way to pay. I am so depressed and scared.

I AM IN SUCH NEED OF PRAYERS AND HELP FOR ME AND MY CHILDREN I AM SCARED HAVE NOWHERE TO TURN AND HAVE NEVER BEEN

SO DEPRESSED IN MY LIFE AND FEEL AS A FAILURE TO MY CHILDREN. THINGS HERE ARE SO BAD. WE HAVE LOST OUR HOME WE WERE

RENTING AND NOW ARE IN A ONE ROOM MOTEL AND WE HAVE BEEN HAVING TO RENT IT DAY BY DAY BECAUSE I CANNOT FIND ANY

HELP FOR ME AND THE KIDS. PLEASE WE NEED EMERGENCY HELP I AM BEGGING ANYONE PLEASE HELP. WE ARE IN NEED OF HELP

KEEPING A ROOF OVER OUR HEADS FOOD THAT CAN BE MICROWAVED BUT NOT REFRIGERATED…EXAMPLE MICROVE HAMBURGER HELPER

AND CANS OF CHEF BOY R DEE DRINKS ECT/ WE ARE IN GREAQT NEED OF CLOTHING FOR ALL OF US AS WELL AND JUST DAILY

LIVING ITEMS LIKE SOAP SHAMPOO TOOTHPASTE SCHOOL SUPPLIES AND CHANGE TO WASH CLOTHES. I AM USING THE HOTELS

COMPUTER AND IT HAS INTERNET . I HAVE TO GO INTO THE LOBBY TO USE IT BUT AT LEAST I NOW HAVE A WAY TO POST AND TRY

TO FIND HELP. IF U CAN OR KNOW ANYONE WHO CAN HELP US PLEASE PLEASE HAVE THEM CONTACT ME. GOD BLESS ALL OF THOSE

WHO ARE KEEPING US IN YOUR PRAYERS. I AM FALLING TO PIECES SO BAD IN FACT THAT I HAD A COMPLETE BREAKDOWN LAST WEEK

AND WAS HOSPITILIZED FOR IT,

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