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I AM IN SUCH NEED OF PRAYERS AND HELP FOR ME AND MY CHILDREN I AM SCARED HAVE NOWHERE TO TURN AND HAVE NEVER BEEN SO DEPRESSED IN MY LIFE AND FEEL AS A FAILURE TO MY CHILDREN. THINGS HERE ARE SO BAD. WE HAVE LOST OUR HOME WE WERE RENTING AND NOW ARE IN A ONE ROOM MOTEL AND WE HAVE BEEN HAVING TO RENT IT DAY BY DAY BECAUSE I CANNOT FIND ANY HELP FOR ME AND THE KIDS. PLEASE WE NEED EMERGENCY HELP I AM BEGGING ANYONE PLEASE HELP. WE ARE IN NEED OF HELP KEEPING A ROOF OVER OUR HEADS FOOD THAT CAN BE MICROWAVED BUT NOT REFRIGERATED…EXAMPLE MICROVE HAMBURGER HELPER AND CANS OF CHEF BOY R DEE DRINKS ECT/ WE ARE IN GREAQT NEED OF CLOTHING FOR ALL OF US AS WELL AND JUST DAILY LIVING ITEMS LIKE SOAP SHAMPOO TOOTHPASTE SCHOOL SUPPLIES AND CHANGE TO WASH CLOTHES. I AM USING THE HOTELS COMPUTER AND IT HAS INTERNET . I HAVE TO GO INTO THE LOBBY TO USE IT BUT AT LEAST I NOW HAVE A WAY TO be online . IF U CAN OR KNOW ANYONE WHO CAN HELP US PLEASE PLEASE HAVE THEM CONTACT ME. GOD BLESS ALL OF THOSE WHO ARE KEEPING US IN YOUR PRAYERS.
I understand most people in their right minds will never ever believe what me and my kids are going through. I dont
have anywhere to go or anyone to turn to anymore and honestly I have lost the one thing i had left which is my hope. I left an abusive mentally and physicaly husband a few years ago and from that nightmare I entered a new one. I met someone who I thought finally cared for me for me. Well i was so wrong and now I am worse off than I was. I have lost everything my home my car ….my life. right now since July I have had to move my children from motel to motel because i tried to do the right thing my two girls 10 and 12 i entrusted an 18 yr old girl who i to take to a movie at the theater where she worked. My daughters came to me a few weeks later and told me they saw her in the bathroom sniffing something off the back of the toilet.obviously drugs. I called Vice and reported her along with her high school and asked to remainannonmous. Well guess she figured it out and since
july her boyfriend and his friends have harrassed me to no end. To make it worse the guy i thought was the one who
would be there for me well turns out his sister is involved with these people and lives cross the st from where i
lived. His sister is a felon and a proffessional hooker ect. It got so bad they would call my house and if the kids
answered the phone they would say while youre sleeping we are gonna burn your house down while you sleep..they
would drive by take pics of my kids. text whaqt they would sexually do to me and my kids tell me what they were
wearing and doing and how they would rape kill us ect. it's so bad that they have followed me wherever we go. I
have called everyone from the police to fbi and noone will help us. I have now lost my apartment i was renting
because i am 3 mths behind AND ELECTRIC WAS CUT OFF i have to find somewhere to put my things as well / I dont understand why the police will not give me a protection order or put me and the kids somewhere safe. Now the person i finally got a warrant on his mom called found out where i was and said you are proscuting my son so I want to know where your kids sleep at night. so they are trying to get an intimindation of a witness or something like that against his mother. But I put another warrant on him and i called today and
they still after 2 weeks have not put a charge on his mother. I am afraid to put another warrant out on the other
guy threatning me because i know he deals heroin and i know his ex roomate is in jail now for murder. so where do i
turn. I have called everyone there is noone that will help me and my kids. his sister stole my pain medication and
purse so not only do I now have no id but she called my dr told him my pills were short and i was a druggie so he
said until i get a conviction i have been taken off all my medicine where i cant function without due too being
beat in my head for ten years being in two car wrecks and being run over by a car. i put out a warrant on her and
they would not let me call a witness just found her not guilty. her boyfriend a 6 ft 4 itallion beat the crap out
of my 15 yr old i went to get a warrant becuase they didnt arrest him. well while downtown i got arressted she told
them i had been sending her texes calling her and threatening to kill her and her kids i was not allowed to call a
single witness judge put me under advisement.This girl burned a girls car down in downtown had her on wire and guy
she did it with testified against her she forged a narcotic prescription and got a dui while on probation ect and
has not served one day in jail. went to court for her bf kicking my sons butt while she kicked him in face and they
got not guilty now trying to say my son hit him with a hammer . it is crazy. this girl has no morals at all.for
example on way to her dads funeral she was calling CPS on some girl that she didnt like. shes lost one kid already
and me and her brother and mother have raised her three others. she let a girl live with her a mth later kicked her
out sold and gave away all of those girls things and then same thing called the girls doctor after stealing her
meds and did same thing. she does this to everyone and noone will stop her. now i have no car
because I was threatened by her and her friend she escorts with and get this its the same girl that she burned her
car down. Makes no sense to me. but i was using her brothers car and well last night my car had been gone through and unlocked which i religiously lock the car due to everything. put gas in it got on the highways 15 min later it
blew up. i know they did something to the car but he came and took it and would not let me have police look at it.
its his car and his sister so what can i do…nothing. In court for the assault he got them off saying they were
fighting over a sled and fell on top of each other. on top of that his sister and her bf now are saying my son broke
into his truck stole money and his valiums which the week before she had telling them jon thought he lostthem. nOW
she has called my kids dad and told him a bunch of lies and mr daddy who has not seen or called his daughters in
over two years now is threatening me. i dont have anywhere to go because I have noone to help All the friends i
once had are gone. When i got hurt and sick became disabled and couldnt work anymore and everything else going on i
found out the friends i thought were friends werent they have all dissapeared. I am really really depressed scared
and totally totally lost right now. i tried to get a warrent on his sister and I ve been threatened by people i
trusted and I am so stressed and sick and totally falling apart so badly that i feel like i am losing my mind. i
honestly dont know where to turn where to go. i know most people would never believe what is happening to meand I
will not be mad if you dont because if it wasnt happening to me i WOULD NEVER BELIEVE IT MYSELF. I just am in a
very bad place and have no idea where to go where to get help. I have called every where and there is no help. You
would think by dointhe right thing the police would help you but everything i once believed and thought is all fiction.
THINGS HERE ARE SO BAD. WE HAVE LOST OUR HOME WE WERE RENTING AND NOW ARE IN A ONE ROOM MOTEL AND WE HAVE BEEN HAVING TO RENT IT DAY BY DAY BECAUSE I CANNOT FIND ANY HELP FOR ME AND THE KIDS. PLEASE WE NEED EMERGENCY HELP I AM BEGGING ANYONE PLEASE HELP. WE ARE IN NEED OF HELP KEEPING A ROOF OVER OUR HEADS FOOD THAT CAN BE MICROWAVED BUT NOT REFRIGERATED…EXAMPLE MICROVE HAMBURGER HELPER AND CANS OF CHEF BOY R DEE DRINKS ECT/ WE ARE IN GREAQT NEED OF CLOTHING FOR ALL OF US AS WELL AND JUST DAILY LIVING ITEMS LIKE SOAP SHAMPOO TOOTHPASTE SCHOOL SUPPLIES AND CHANGE TO WASH CLOTHES. I AM USING THE HOTELS COMPUTER AND IT HAS INTERNET . I HAVE TO GO INTO THE LOBBY TO USE IT BUT AT LEAST I NOW HAVE A WAY TO POST AND TRY TO F
IND HELP. IF U CAN OR KNOW ANYONE WHO CAN HELP US PLEASE PLEASE HAVE THEM CONTACT ME. GOD BLESS ALL OF THOSE WHO ARE KEEPING US IN YOUR PRAYERS.WE ARE IN ALOT OF TROUBLE MY BABY BOOKS AND PICTURES AND THINGS I CANNOT REPLACE OF MY CHILDRENS ARE IN A STORAGE UNIT I HAVE NOWAY TO GET IT OUT BECAUSE THEY ADDED ANOTHER MONTH ON. NEXT WEEK I AM GOING TO LOSE THINGS THAT ARE TOO IMPORTANT AND I CANNOT REPLACE. ALL THE THINGS IN MY HOME I HAVE LEFT AS WELL DUE TO THE ELECTRIC BEING CUT OFF AND I ONLY HAVE A WEEK TO GET ME AND MY KIDS THINGS OUT OF THE HOUSE BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN EVICTED. I HAVE NOWHERE TO PUT MY FURNTURE OR ALL MY THINGS AND I AM SCARED AND DESPERATE AND FEEL LIKE A COMPLETE FAILURE AS A MOTHER RIGHT NOW.I CANNOT EVEN GET HELP WITH THINGS AND EVEN CHRISTAMS FOR MY KIDS HELP BECAUSE my purse was stolen and i was born in another state and have noone yet able to help me get it. since SEPT 11 U NOW HAVE TO NOT ONLY PAY FOR IT AND IT TAKES UP TO 12 WEEKS BUT U HAVE TO SHOW ID EVEN TO SIGN THE NOTORY TO ORDER IT AND I LIVE IN VA BUT WAS BORN IN CALIFORNIA SO I AM REALLY SCREWED RIGHT NOW.MY PARYERS DONT SEEM TO BEING HEARD AND I AM FALLING TO PIECES
THINGS HAVE GOT SO BAD THAT FRIDAY I HAD A COMPLETE NERVOUS BREAKDOWN AND HAD TO GO IN THE HOSPITAL OVERNIGHT ALL I COULD DO WAS CRY I COMPLETELY FELL APART AND LOST IT AMD WANTED TO DIE. MY EMAIL IS
[email protected]Betty,
No one person here can give you the help you need. The help you need comes from our FFather in heaven through belief in His Son, and once you chose that, you must follow in the Way our Messiah did. Do not sin on purpose. Keep His commands. Do it for Him not for youself.Here is some Scripture to show how to love yourself and none of it is self serving:
Jos 23:11 Take good heed therefore unto yourselves, that ye love the LORD your God.
Rom 12:19 Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord.
1Th 4:9 But as touching brotherly love ye need not that I write unto you: for ye yourselves are taught of God to love one another.
1Th 5:13 And to esteem them very highly in love for their work's sake. And be at peace among yourselves.
Jud 1:17 But, beloved, remember ye the words which were spoken before of the apostles of our Lord Jesus Christ;
Jud 1:18 How that they told you there should be mockers in the last time, who should walk after their own ungodly lusts.
Jud 1:19 These be they who separate themselves, sensual, having not the Spirit.
Jud 1:20 But ye, beloved, building up yourselves on your most holy faith, praying in the Holy Ghost,
Jud 1:21 Keep yourselves in the love of God, looking for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ unto eternal life.
Jud 1:22 And of some have compassion, making a difference:
Jud 1:23 And others save with fear, pulling them out of the fire; hating even the garment spotted by the flesh.
Jud 1:24 Now unto him that is able to keep you from falling, and to present you faultless before the presence of his glory with exceeding joy,
Jud 1:25 To the only wise God our Saviour, be glory and majesty, dominion and power, both now and ever. Amen.Jud 1:21 Keep yourselves in the love of God, looking for the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ unto eternal life.
Betty,
Call the Savlation Army or St. Vincent Depaul or a church, and pray that the Creator your God will lead you to safety, in His Name, Y'shua Messiah, I pray for you and yours. AMENBetty Cant you go to a shelter there are some in every city, I think. They are were we live. I do not give out my e-mail. What about your Family, Mother, Father etc. You can also go to any Catholic Church I know that they will help you, or at least see to it that you get help.
God Bless you Mrs.
Help is everywhere for those who truly seek it.
Drama surrounds the lives of those who truly seek it.
Drug use translates to a life of hell for children!
Quite being so selfish and change the course you are on for your children. If you cannot do this……give them up! At least give them hope for a better life. It sounds like you have already chosen your path.
God can help you, but you must have a change of heart. If you are in such dire need, why are you logging time here telling us your tales? Wow, if my children were in a motel I'd be tearing up the streets trying to find a safer invironment for them. What kind of mother are you, anyway? Get your butt off of the Internet and go to a shelter where your children can get some services. My advice….LEAVE THEM THERE! It sounds like you will continue down your path…..don't take your dear girls down into mire with you.
I've worked with moms like you. The ones that have my respect are the ones that love their children more than the love themselves. You strike me as a very selfish person. I fear for your girls. I will pray for protection over them since you cannot give them physical, emotional or spiritual proctection right now. And I will pray that God will wake you up, and bring you back home safely. I say what I say through love. Tough love. If I were in VA, I'd come to where you are and help you. But since I am not where you are, they only thing I can do is pray and hope that you will have the courage to own-up to your lifestyle and let your children go free from it all.
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